Wants

What do I want in life? I thought I've already answered this question, but lately I realized I haven't. I know what I don't want. I don't want a big house. I don't want riches. I don't want to own too many cars.

I do want a family. I want to help people. I want to inspire many others to do something. I want to own a decent Ford family sedan. I want to talk to many people. I want to be knowledgeable. I want to have enough money for my wants and needs.

Do I like teaching? I'm not sure. I do like English. I like speaking English to many people. I like cars. I like talking about cars.

Now what should I do?

Fattenization

It's been almost a week since I last played badminton, and I already feel by body getting soft. I gotta get physically active pronto.

This got me thinking, how will I ever find the time to be physically active when I start working? It's already hard enough as a student. I'd hate to wake up one day and find myself getting easily exhausted from the littlest things like walking to class to teach, or just walking around in my own house.

I guess one of the best things about being a staff in UiTM is that you get access to facilities like the gym and the badminton court. I'll be sure to fully utilize that privilege when I get it. If I get it.

Personality Test

Self-reflection is really important. A days ago I did this personality disorder test thing, and I've found out quite a lot about myself. I know, those tests aren't 100% right, but they're not 100% wrong either. For me, it was 80% right and it helped me realize some habits I didn't really notice I've had.

People often hate being evaluated because they're in denial. Some people just can't face the truth.

What?! I'm narcissistic?! This is a load of bull!....

Perfection is Possible

Is it wrong to want to be perfect? I know that human beings are full of flaws and imperfections, but that's no reason to give up trying to strive for perfection.

A friend of mine once said, "nobody's perfect, so why try achieving the impossible?". To me, that's just an excuse to be imperfect. People overuse that to justify failure or just not being good at something.

I think, perfection is possible. In every aspect, perfection is achievable. It's all up to you, whether you want it or not. If you want to improve, you'll improve. If you want to be perfect, you can be.

Emotion

Emotion is a very strong part of a person. Happiness, sadness, anger, and fear. Sometimes emotion can cloud our judgment. Emotion can sometimes eliminate rationality.

Being to happy can numb our senses towards other people's emotions. A person who is angry sometimes can't tell the difference between what's right and what's wrong. Fear makes people do all sorts of things we never thought we'd do. Sadness is just emotional pain, but can sometimes turn into physical pain and cause harm to our bodies.

I've seen so many display of emotions this week. Too much emotion is just destructive.